Revelation: when life hands you a load of crap, start drinking!!! It makes EVERYTHING better.
Ok, so I must admit...I'm totally sloshed as I type. BUT, for the first time in days, I'm smiling. Whatever works, right??
But for reals, is my life any better? No. Have I solved my problems? No. Have I made good choices? A big NO!
Am I the person I have always wanted to be? not really. But, I'm smiling.
Is this catastrophic thing that is happening to me going to make me stop breathing....probably not.
After all, I still have my hubby, my parents and his parents. They love and support me no matter what stupid decisions I've made in my life.
And can I blame my band for what has happened to me. Well, that has yet to be determined. In the end, I am responsible for me. But, I'm pretty sure none of this would have been possible without my band. I'm still in love with my band....although I've eaten like a crazy person all weekend. I'm talking disgusting amounts of garbage have been piled into my pie hole.
Do I make any more sense when I'm drunk??? Probably not.