Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Ok, I get it now!!

I felt like I was very well prepared for life as a bandster. I've searched and researched and thought, "this is going to be a piece of cake!"
OOOOO CAKE!!!
Yeah, so a little over 2 weeks out and the scale is stuck!!!! I'm following all of the rules...why isn't the stupid scale MOVING???????
I read about "bandster hell" and thought....nah that won't happen to me!!! I will just truck along and lose lose lose.....HAHAHAHA!!!!! I'm still 2 weeks out from my first fill...I want restriction!! I want to PB....I want all of the experiences that let me know my band is actually there!!!!
I guess I'm being a whiny baby....but by golly, I went through this surgery...I took the step to be successful at weight loss...and now I'm feeling like a failure!!!
*sigh*
I have a goal to lose 40-50 pounds by August 23....after losing 26 pounds in 2 weeks I thought I was cruising along....maybe afer July 19th the scale will smile at me once again...

2 comments:

  1. It may just be your body hanging onto every calorie out of fear of starvation. Sounds silly, but when I hit a plateau I do a day or 2 of higher calorie eating and it usually helps. Not always, but usually!

    Stay strong--you can do this!

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  2. Hang in there! You are in bandster hell! It will get better as soon as you get some restriction. Just hang in there!!!!

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